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A mommy lifestyle

xosophianmommyxo I’m gonna go through some shoes tonight I don’t really have a bunch of shoes 😩 but I think these might suffice :)

xosophianmommyxo I’m gonna go through some shoes tonight I don’t really have a bunch of shoes 😩 but I think these might suffice :)


Thanks guys! I’m most likely going to wear this tonight :) I just wasn’t sure or not


a-fighting-goddess thanks! I’m thinking this is what I’m going to wear! :)


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Opinions????

Opinions????


THEA test

Going to be busy taking a test til 12.

Wish me luck and give me some answers lol jk but send some vibes and prayers!


If you know me please respect my privacy and don’t read this.

Seeing so many people on my dash tonight either getting separated or breaking up :/

My marriage hasn’t been awesome lately either… I hope it doesn’t get to that route.

But let’s see let me open on my frustration… David’s lazy.

His parents never taught him to live in a clean house. Although most of HIS friends are going to be a the party tomorrow. I was the one who had to sweep, mop, do the dishes, clean the oven, make jello shots, bring the trash cans in and I still need to wash rugs, study, clean the bathroom, and cook.

Oh wait….
Wanna know what he did today
Mowed PART of the yard. Part… Part…part… He didn’t ask if I needed help. As soon as we got home he got on his stupid computer and started playing his stupid game.

On top of that I’ve been upset this week because I’ve been constantly telling him that he’s never romantic. Life’s a big joke to him all he wants to do is laugh. We hardly have been having sex but we hardly have sex anyways his sex drive is low and it’s his fault. Drugs, smoking, and everything else he thought would be fun before getting married and have a baby has put a huge strain on our marriage. I see girls who get flowers just because. I see girls who get gifts just because.

I see people who have these perfect marriages and wonder why mine isn’t the same… I want it to be perfect but it seems like everything is strained and hard.

I constantly think about what could’ve been with Brandon which is bad. I constantly think about how I long for someone who will make love with me. I constantly think if I could find someone who I feel actually loves me. I don’t feel loved I feel like a submissive housewife and that’s not what I want I don’t want to just be a housewife I want to be someone’s wife. I believe there should be a balance between being a good parent and good partner. David’s an amazing father and he feels like that automatically makes him a good husband but in my opinion it does not.



edating:

can we just talk about how annoying sexual frustration is for a minute

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appetisers:

HOW DO PEOPLE FALL ASLEEP SO FAST I DON’T UNDERSTAND I HAVE TO CREATE AND ACT OUT A WHOLE FUCKING MOVIE LENGTH STORY IN MY HEAD AND THEN CONTEMPLATE THE MEANING OF LIFE BEFORE I EVEN FEEL TIRED AND THIS BITCH STARTS SNORING IN TWO MINUTES

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